Hmmmm....I wonder

I had a sensation today. It was one of not fear, exactly, but more complete bewilderment. What happened?! Oh, we were being told what is going to and needs to happen by the time we leave the country. It seems like SOOOO much. I felt completely overwhelmed....actually i am not sure that word comes close at all to how I felt at the moment. Anyway, I am also being formally observed tomorrow by my director. I am prepared; I suppose though the idea of someone else forming an opinion of all I will be doing doesn't exactly define peace in my soul. Right as I was about to write this, however, the definition or rather description entered. Jesus Christ knew this moment would happen before the world was created. He knew long before I was born that I would be formally observed tomorrow and "slightly" :) overwhelmed today. THAT is a very comforting thought indeed. We were discussing Esther this morning in Bible. The children answered very emphatic "yes's" to questions such as "Does God have a plan for your life? Does He know what is going to happen?" It suddenly hit me, and I was reminded that I have that assurance too. I can answer an emphatic "yes" to both those questions. "...And the peace of God which surpasses ALL (everyone of them completely) understanding (circumstances) shall guard (protect, secure) your heart and mind in Christ Jesus."

I stand amazed.